'He makes me feel physically sick': Victim confronts Leeds paedophile in court over the years of suffering he caused her since abusing her as a child
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A judge described the woman's courage as "remarkable" as he jailed John Firth for nine years over the sickening abuse he subjected her to when she was a child.
The 74-year-old sat in the dock at Leeds Crown Court as the woman told the sentencing hearing of the torment she had gone through in the years since the abuse.
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Hide AdThe woman, now aged in her twenties, told Firth: "No length of prison sentence will ever be good enough.
"There is no amount of years you could spend in prison to give me justice.
"This will stay with me for the rest of my life."
The court heard Firth targeted the victim when she was a girl and subjected her to abuse which left her in pain.
Michael Morley, prosecuting, said the girl was too afraid to tell anyone for years afterwards.
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The woman told her mother about the abuse after receiving advice and support from the counselling service.
Firth, of Blackett Street, Calverley, pleaded guilty to two counts of sexually assaulting a girl under the age of 13 and one count of assaulting a child under the age of 13 by penetration.
The victim told the court of the suffering Firth had caused her.
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"I want a new body that has not been touched by him."
The woman told Firth that he had committed "selfish and cruel acts" upon her.
She added: "It is so unfair that I have to live with the aftermath of something that someone else has done to me. Something that I did not consent to.
"Why did you pick me out of all the people on earth? Why did you pick me?"
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Hide AdThe victim went on to describe how she now struggles to form relationships with men because of the abuse..
She said: "I see all men when I'm out of the house as bad people. They scare me.
"I do not know what they are capable of."
Finishing her statement, the woman said: "He makes me feel physically sick."
The victim's parents also read statements to the court describing the devastating impact of Firth's offending on their family.
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Rupert Doswell, mitigating, said Firth was sorry and ashamed of what he had done.
Mr Doswell said Firth was prepared to meet the victim to apologise in person for the harm he had done as part of a restorative justice programme.
The barrister added: "He accepts that it must be a prison sentence of some length."
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Hide AdSentencing Firth, Judge Simon Phillips QC said: "The impact of the very great wrongs that you have done have been devastating for her and her family.
"They will bear the consequences of your criminality for the rest of their lives.
"You corrupted her.
"She has tried to address this trauma through therapy.
"She has an abiding sense of frustration and anger that she cannot change those horrors of the past."
The judge added: "The strength of character she has demonstrated to find courage to read out her victim personal statement is remarkable.
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Hide Ad"Today's sentencing is but a part of the healing process for her and her family.
"The devastation and damage that you have wrought may be addressed, but it will never disappear."
After the hearing, an NSPCC spokesman said: “Thanks to her incredible bravery in recounting the horrors she lived through, this young survivor of child sexual abuse has ensured that her attacker is brought to justice.
“Speaking out about these offences is extremely challenging for victims and it’s important that they know they will be listened to when they make that decision.
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Hide Ad“At Childline’s Yorkshire base in Leeds, our volunteers offer counselling sessions to thousands of children every year.
"Children can speak to trained counsellors at Childline on 0800 1111 or www.childline.org.uk.
"Anyone who wishes to report abuse or has concerns about a child’s wellbeing can contact the NSPCC Helpline on 0808 800 5000.”